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Jamie
23rd may
LPS 6.1 '05
AHS 1h'06 /2h'07

EMAIL jamiepang337@hotmail.com

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Genevieve Jingying Keiko Kelly-anne Elize Weien Sean Xuanjie Cecilia Tingyi Audrey Lydia Anthea Ada Kelly Yina Georgina Amanda Samuel Dion Wanqi Ivan Andrea Vanessa

My attempt to post everyday failed.
haha.

so. results was so so. without art it would be 68%
surpisingly my science was the subject which pulled my avg up.
as i had three well-known close to failing papers.
no. i'm not proud of it.
i had this c6 for mathematics. and my mum just couldnt stop laughing.
like what the hell. it was just a bad test. thats all.
You know, theres this something about mathematics which makes me mad.
i've never remembered an incident which i scored a full marks in primary school for maths. not even in primary one.
hurts me so badly.
And because of a stupid balloon i coloured wrongly in my end year exams, i lost to the first by two marks! =(
how bad is that. now you know what maths has done to me.
and yes. i do hate maths! argh!!!


i dont know why they have to put in that miserable unbothered subject , ART inside.

Mum : " gracious. your art's a 83 and its second highest on the list! don't you feel shameful! "
*laughs madly *

i hate mother.

But i'm proud of didi!
He scored full marks for all his papers except maths.
one question wrong. it was so stupid. that i gave him a slap on his face.
i'm telling you, he deserved that.
i know i may seem like a bad person here, but no pain, no gain.
i already knew something was wrong when the maths paper didnt appear when i reached home!
he hid it because it was so dumb that he knew he's gonna get it big time.
But of course, the first paper i demanded to see was maths.
i thought it would be full marks.

goodness gracious me.
my brother knows his timetable better than any other primary one kid and his division is better than god.

2 + 8 = 9!
=)
i can't believe he let that question doubt his intelligence.
THE BALLOON I COLOURED WRONGLY WAS SOMETHING LIKE THAT. COLOUR THE BALLOON WHICH ADDS UP TO THE BIGGEST SUM.

balloon 1 : 2+8
balloon 2: 2 +7

I COLOURED BALLOON TWO WITH MY FAVOURTIE YELLOW COLOUR PENCIL.
I'm not gonna let him make that similar dumb mistake.

All his fault. mother said it was 5 dollars per full marks.
see lah. now only $10...
we can only buy like.. 5 packets of staks?
shit.

and when i left my results slip on the paper,
he took a look at it.

" ... jiejie. you got 50 something for your maths! "
" ya. so what. you're not gonna get that. hear me. "
" not when i'm your age? "
" hell no. "
" then why did you. "
" because i am jamie. but you are jaren. do you understand that? ''
" yes. are you sad? "
" yar? "
" then i'll give you a stak packet. "

its ok. i was boiling. because my avg wasnt a 70+ without art. and my mum said that 3 close to failing papers is enough a reason to not get any reward.
i silently agree. i didn't tell her home ec was a 2/10.

thus, i have no money to buy staks.
sucky.

hais. im so sad. =(
Hol homework yet to be completed, but i'm on it!
take care everybody!

Happy Birthday To Zoe and Wei en once again!!!!!!!!!!!!
zoe's got quite a load of presents. =D
i promised wei en i would pray for him to grow taller! birthday present i guess? XD

i'm really happy today. ^^
i dont know why, but yeah, i'm happy!
i reached home really early, thanks to kelyn's daddy who sent us home!
how nice is that.
yep, was in a fluster after school.
glad that everything's settled now. especially that horrible zuo wen of mine. whew.

i dont know why people around me are so nice!
haha. me and anthea were eating during janet koh's lesson =X
she was eating her sandwich and i was drinking my packet drink. XD
really funny. lol!
" hey. coming already! keep! "
anthea never fails to argue with janet koh.

" hey, why no paragraphing? "
" there! got what. the two lines. there. and there! "
*her signature shake-head-tsktsk look*

LOL.

she's really nice to me as well. i'm glad i gave her a wang wang today. ^^
my birthday is like long time later and she just asked me what i want.
i looked at her in shock and went,
" um.. its, its like so long later? lets not bother about that. "
" you just tell me lah.. or you want go taiwan and choose? "

i feel like banging the big notice board.
i must treat the people around me more nicely!
i'm getting such nice treatment without giving anything in return!
this just can't do!

im begining to love going to L class for chinese lesson! the environment is just... suitable and lovely for a 35min or 1h 10min in-your-own-world.
although its rather noisy, almost everybody is so eager to answer questions! thus the teacher doesnt have the need to pick people after people to answer qns due to no lack of volunteers!
three cheers for brave intelligent chinese-pros!

L class people are really nice!
especially the 3 cute girls.
haha. rather talkative they are too.
they are really cute.
right before chinese lesson, i went to the toilet.
and they were there as well.
they : " hi!! "
jamie : " hello! "
they : " you all won that time the match isit? "
jamie : " yep! we won the match for 3rd and 4th placing! "
*big smiles*

i turned to leave for the door.
they : " bye!! "
jamie : " bye!! "
just when the door is closing, i heard one of them saying,

" we'll be seeing her like so soon? "
LOL.

everytime we go for chinese lesson, the whole of L class is like.. roaring with noises.
not that everybody talks,
but those that talk, talks SO loudly!
and its deafening!!

kellyanne said that teachers are wrong to say we are most noisy and talkative. because it seem to happen often in chinese class as well!

hais. im begining to think that my sudden dumb actions and mess of the mind is caused by weekly art lessons!
IM ABOUT TO GO MAD IF I CONTINUE TO SIT BESIDE THAT CHOI CHIMIN!
If you see him do things, you will go, " OMG. YOU... damn it. "
it has been inside of me since the first month.

just today,

i've learnt the coolest way to sharpen colour pencils!
you dont have to walk to the wastepaper basket at all! sit at your table comfortable, and get it sharpened quick!

1) rob kellyanne of her sharpener.
2) start sharpening your colour pencils on your table.
3) sharpen, sharpen, sharpen.
4) after the rubbish has accumulated to a huge heap,
5) push it to your neighbour's desk! WHICH IS MINE!! i was so horrified because while shifting my paper, i unknowingly pushed my fingers into the huge pile of rubbish that suddenly appeared on my desk! and when i touched my work, it went BLACK. IT LEFT BLACK PRINTS. i was fumming.
6) after you got smacked once or twice, threatened to be stabbed by your neighbour using a yellow colour pencil,
7) use your hands to take up the heap of rubbish and throw it away.
8) remaining small bits shall be swept on to the floor.

HAH. HE ISNT THAT NEAT AFTER ALL!

kellyanne almost went mad because he took out almost all her colour pencils.
and she wants them back at the original right places.
she kept saying,
" you sure you can put back properly not? "
" NO PROBLEM LAH! "
HE OBVIOUSLY COULDNT DO IT.

LOL.
in the end kellyanne had to re-put them nicely.
and after that,
"see, i put back already. "
' NO LOR. IS I REARRANGE ONE OK? "
" IS I PUT WAN!! "
" NO LOR. IS I MAKE WAN! "
" OK LAH! "

it was really hard to continue with my work with two people shouting into the right and left of my ear.

and with yuwen calling me from behind with such a disgusting name , " Jey-me ar, jey-me. "
i was about to fall into pieces and cry.

atlast, art was over and it was recess.
the cute fishcake in the spaghetti was *squeals*
anybody ate spaghetti today?
in the end, i still ate it. lol!
and elize commented that it was nothing special.
LOL

alrights, quite a long post. so tomorrow's sean's birthday,
soon it'll be peiying's and doreen's, and kellyanne's!
march is such a happy month!
take care everybody! ^^

the worst thing happened to me today.
i think some heard but i can't help but complain to everybody.

after my shower in the morning,
somehow, i dont know why, but i knocked my head.
TO FIND IT HOLLOW.
it went kock.... with an echo inside my head!

(and that resulted to exxxxxxtremely stupid things i did today.)
i started to panick.
i tried to calm myself down. it was in vain.
thus i stopped the madness upon this horrible reason.
MY BRAIN SHRUNK IF NOT, DISAPPEARED!
no laughing matter ok. i was close to tears.
thus,
................


i pointed at things and named them one by one, hoping i wont point at something, pause and start to think deeply about it. when its actually something as easy as shitpaper. and i named everything, and that was when my dad walked in.

" jamie, are you talking to me? "

he had this super big question mark on his face that it seemed to have took over his eyes, nose and mouth. he probably thought i'm mad, pointing at things and talking to myself.
at this point of time,
i actually teared.

and i went,
"dad! after my shower... i realised my head is hollow! "

HE LAUGHED MADLY.
I COULDNT BELIEVE MY DAD WAS ACTUALLY LAUGHING AT A MATTER SO IMPORTANT.

" perhaps thats the reason why water is choking up in the drain? i'll check it out later. who knows your brain is down there!! "
and he proceed to laugh in glee as he walked out dragging the pump.

i almost jumped on him and strangled his neck.

i went to have breakfast.
and told myself it was silly to be tearing over this matter.
and thinking about it scientifically, it isnt possible for a brain to be washed away, choked up in a drain, to shrink, to be taken away by super powers by somebody who hates me, to have went to other parts of my body or anything just because of a mere bath which i have every morning.

i went into my room and saw my youngest brother studying.

" jaren, help jie jie do something. put ur ear against my head and knock it. check if its hollow. "

he did it.
he jumped away,
shrieking, " IT IS HOLLOW! ITS HOLLOW!!! "
we both SCREAMED. AND RAN TO MY MOTHER.

" MOTHER, HER HEAD IS HOLLOW! "
" good gracious me. what the hell. "
" mother, its really hollow! "
i knocked my head again and winced at hearing the kock... with an echo.

" ... i guess water went in ur ear, not allow some noises to enter or leave properly? thats why? "


....................................

jaren : " DONT LIE TO KIDS!!!!! "
jamie : " yeah. got such thing one meh. "
jaren : " jiejie, are you gonna die soon? "

-.-

ok. i really dont know why i was that dumb today,
but, it was terrifying. i cant believe i actually did something so stupid for all to doubt my intelligence.

another unhappy morning.
i can't feel anymore restless than i am now.
i'm wondering where everybody in my family went.
>.<

i slept rather early yesterday. at around 8.30.
guess my mind needs a rest.
thankyou tammy.
for everything yeah?
i know i'm a senstive shithead. hahaha.

so just yesterday i was reminded that i would spending my birthday at taiwan.
meaning i won't get to see pamela tammy tabby calvin krissy CHUCKY, and so many other friends on my birthday. oh no. no funny presents from my cousins this year uck-sucks. Yet there will be genevieve! kellyanne elize and tttttttheresa , netballers and the rest of 2h. LOL.
not to forget, audrey is also gonna have a birthday spent there too, the 25th!
but xuanjie said it'll be special for me to spend it somewhere i've never spent it at before. zzz.
well. i dont have an answer why, but i don't like being at another place instead of singapore. haha.

In the end, due to the retest, my failing mark for geog transformed into a passing mark by 3! =D
Better than nothing.
i hope things get better as well. like i always try to lie to myself,
bad things dont come in half a dozen for nothing.

i always said,
i believe i can't change anybody until i do so.
i never did. i let it go, and it went. i thought he can't be changed, because thats the way he is. i thought the problem lies with me. it really did seem so.

from now on,
i will believe i can change somebody, all the way till i already did so.
i believe know i'm a person important enough this time. you know it too.
look out, junwei. somebody's gonna shoot you..

i know i'm a good friend. =)

I LOVE JINGYING AND SALLY TO BITS AND PIECES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY FAVOURITE GKs FOREVER!
WEI3 DA4 people.

i wonder what i'll have to answer to today. but nobody has told me the question asked. yet.

home econ rocks. the eggy thing rocks. hahaha.


we won prcs today. =)
i guess no more is left unsaid.

thanks to those who wished luck today, even some not really close friends like the sec 1s. thanks. and K chuen as well! =D
i sure do hope i'll get to see him play.
One important person to thank. coach vivian! though she'll never see this. but she's another wei3 da4 person as well!

Mr tong came down today.
" cher, never go maths class today meh. "
"you all LOR. "
elize : " nobody ask you come also LOR. "
( she hmmpfed and left)
hahahahaa.
" cher, ytd everybody asked for you to come LOR. "


calvins, NO CARS. GEDDIT. NO AHS. GEDDIT.
LIKE I ALWAYS SAY. IF I HAVE A GUN.

And the reason is me.


Powerful ain't you?
Perform the magic then.
Not that i don't want it that badly.
But what that is, is.
And i respect that.

A question must have an answer.
I'm here to play.
study the word here. and play.

Now i understand why larry said,

"　我真的很想打　AHS 的每一个人. . . "
and i still remember the look on he had on his face more clearly than anything else in the world.

but no, that isn't a way to ruin my happy-living.
bad things do not come in half a dozen for nothing.
=)
I've decided i won't let it affect me after careful thinking.
But i will remember what i've heard. And make you look away.

And forget is a word that doesnt exist.　

PRCS on thursday.
There isn't any other game that i want to win more badly than this.

it was quite a day...
help balls, could-have-shot balls, should-not-have-thrown balls, did-not-go-for balls.
all kinds of balls!

hahahaha.
yes, something to laugh about.
so what. LOL.

Keep that away from your mind if thats what you have in there. Because theres a reason why she isn't there.

whadevah,
anw my impression of somebody changed en-tir-e-ly.
entirely.
omg lah. another word. jian.

Now i'm sure its just that i've not been exposed much to the evil and decieving side of the world. Not that i'm suddenly betrayed/cheated.
It has always been there. BUT then
Because i'm finally realising its happening EVERYWHERE, i feel i'm so naive and silly.

But of course, i don't live for the purpose of making people adore me and like me whether sincerely or NOT. Neither do i live for the reason that i'm well-loved. But i'm quite certain that for liking people, it's on the list.
THAT IS WHY, THERE ARE PEOPLE LIKE GENEVIEVE, JINGYING, SALLY. Isnt it. They are all cute and lovely i'm sure of it.
And i thank them all for being so innocent and kind, although thats what that kept me away from ugly happenings and people.

SO, i've realised what i really want. So shoo ,the people who DOESNT like me, far away. those who I DONT like as well, let me live a happy life from now on!

important lessons learnt today ok!
PLUS, it was GREAT TALKING TO DOREEN AND KELLYANNE DURING FREE PERIODS TODAY.
and i like anthea's presence in the classroom!
bad thing's mr tong's saying both of us can't sit at the back of the classroom.
i'm sure he can't hear our muffled giggles and HMmmmFFss in desperation trying to control the laughter inside. can he?

its been long i've been shooting bullets at theresa. =/

oh, right. something really funny happened today.
when i and lydia were in the toilet today. i was washing my hands at the basin and so was she.
this girl from 2L looked up at us, looked away, then back at us again, exclaiming,
" you two are so alike!! "

i'm sure somebody else said that before but i can't remember who. haha. but i guess we do? =D
hmm, lydia's been really nice too! ^^

alrights, ending it here with really good news from lydia and justin,
that the table tennis c'div girls clinched the champs for east zone,
as well as the c'div badminton boys.

good luck for the rest of ur games! ^^

And, yeah.
we've grown. =)
I'm sure somebody else's eyes watered?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRYAN!
haha. i'm wishing him again. how nice! =D

home again today and i think i'll be studying!
yippee?

i just finished my maths homework, which i would say is rather suprising.
but well, its a change for the better isnt it.

just that the weight of the maths textbook together with my papers and maths file is quite annoying.
but like someone said, there must be sacrifices for everything. well, this is a good start for sacrifices.

i always wished i could tear out the pages given for homework and then chuck that heavy book into my locker.

speaking of that, thanks to chimin for packing my locker? you'll never know what a neat-freak he is i guess.
he actually said my locker was very untidy. which i thought was actually neat enough to welcome me everyday.
but he was disgusted, owells.


there isnt anything on tEEbee, so i came here for a looooong post and changed my blogskin, replied tags,

oh right, can't help but mention this,
apparently, somebody annoymous was willing to do something so challenging and difficult like proving something about my language wrong which wasn't my motive or what i think from the very start but rather unwilling to let jamie know something as easy as his/her name.


i'm really upset about boring and pointless tags from unknown people. =(
not that i'm obnoxious or hard to please but i simply hate annoymous human beings commenting on what i do.
try it with your name.
if u can't help it,
no worries! =D
i have a wonderful and extremely clever solution to your bad habit!
you can write all you want to ask and then answer on a paper, put it in an envelope. next, push it into your own letterbox or throw it over your gate or slide it under, depending on what kind of house you're living in, then get into the house, pick it up, and READ it!
=D
because that what you're doing on my tagboard.

hehe, i always knew i have an imagination so amazing and a brain too smart!

you can put the applauding aside first.

right, he/she was also alittleeeebit affected about what i post because i sound like the sky's falling and my dog's dying. Actually i was quite prepared to post something really bitter and heartbreaking today but he/she change my mind cause he/she doesn't really prefer me to do so. told me to stop!

although that advice was rather unnecessary, no harm doing people happy. as a matter of fact, i would prefer to say its more of a command than an advice.

hahahahahaha. ok.
somebody doesn't want me upset, so i shall not be. am i right to say so? lol!

i am happy people cares for me.

i know, i know, why post about this anonymous person which most of us doesnt know. But like i said earlier on, i simply won't post anything of sorrowful shit so i'll just have to crap about unimportant things.

i sure did make half an hour of my life senseless and wasted on this today, but its ok. changes are good.
( forgive my rudeness but i'm not to blame. i don't know you, thus it aint no job of mine to bother about your feelings. )

ok, i'll continue from where stopped,

look around and go online.
nobody's really online and its boring.
nobody's home as well.
jason brought jaren to his school and
daddy and jacob went to the church.
i'm home alone.

dunman's match is on tuesday,
i dont know what i should be saying about it. =/
though i would say we are in no position to ask for too much or have our noses up high, but i guess this is a good chance to prove we did learn after the first time we met them.
hmm, we had training yesterday. and it was ohkay, no aches no pain in the ass. great!

kellyanne lost her uniform,
so whoever who stole/kept accidentally/tore/used it to wipe spilled drinks/threw it away/decided to burn it after taking the buttons and badges, or just couldnt find shit paper, please return it!

and i'm so very proud of huituan. she got highest for her english situational writing in class, and if i'm not wrong, its a 28/30? Correct me anybody, its like so damned high.

happy belated birthday to liangkai anyways! =)
hope your grades improve this year!

MY LIFE IS RUINED.
RUIIIIIINED BY THE MATHS GEOG AND CHINESE PAPER.
OH DAMN. THAT EXCRUCIATING PAIN AND HEARTACHE.
ALL THAT FAILING AND CROSSES AND.. and..
I'M A TOTAL SHITHEAD.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
isnt somebody's gonna save me?